| ImBackOnceAgain |
[Sep. 15th, 2005|04:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | ThePostalService | ] |
Yah sorry you guys
but im back
i miss everyone
but life goes on
I really miss Cal.
I guess me crying won't help.
But I can't.
He really meant alot to me.
I mean truly.
I never cried this much over anything.
But just him.
Im depressed.
I wish he was here with me.
But that won't happen.
I love him so much.
♥ x infinity
and I mean it
well anywho ... ill be getting my stuff TOMORROW
so yah friday @ 3ish
so see me off everyone |
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| MyB-day |
[Sep. 12th, 2005|03:49 pm] |
Today is my B-DAY!!!!
im not so giddy about it.
but thnkx to all who called and wished me a good one
i miss everyone and im bored to death
but maria if u could pick up my flowers
i would <3 u 4eva
giggles
and why is myspace being so difficult |
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| SoYah... |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|08:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hot | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TheJonbenet | ] |
yah im home... wont come back til whenever that is.
i miss everyone
especially my sweety
&sigh&
o-well
not coming back def for my B-DAY!!!! tomorrow
yah so yah better see those b-day presents pile up in my room ;)
well my tradition wont work... but it will still go on... just a belated one :) |
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| Depressing |
[Sep. 7th, 2005|08:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
well yah, i dont know why i feel like this way. i durno. i found out some things today that made me realize a lot of things. had a very nice chat with maria. i <3 her to death. but yah im giddy but not. and it makes me sad when i feel like this. hmmm. i durno.
5 more effin days til my b-day!!!!!!
i best see a surprise from all my ho's (giggles) !!!!
♥ |
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| BouncingUp&Down |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|02:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | DDR music in the background | ] |
Today was an ok day. I read and play the piano, nothing unusual. My sister and I played DDR. We had fun. Its my last day seeing her. I'm gonna miss her. *sniffles*
For some odd reason my dad was pissy yesterday night, and also today. I guess its nothing out of the norm. I don't know why. My mom doesn't know either. I was ok fine then. For this whole week or so, I attempted to act in a different mode towards my dad. I don't it makes a difference. If he acts more pissy today, I'm gonna be so mad b/c it will be technically the last day they will see me. And plus they won't make it down for my b-day b/c of the damn gas thingys and whatnot. O-well. It's like they never do come down.
I get another early b-day present. Giggles. Its from my uncle and i'm really curious. hmmm. |
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| NotTooEmbarassing....>. |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|04:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  mischievous | ] |
| [ | music |
| | AsILayDying-EmptyHearts | ] |
well today i got to see my sister's bf. he was a cutie. but he was a shy one but he had manners. that was a plus. i made my sister so embarassed that i didnt even have to do anything. she just got all shy and whatnot. gigles. i <3 her to death. but i approved. lucky for her if i didnt ... that boy woulda seen my fist in his face and alot of threats and such. o-well.
overall today hasnt been a bad day, just a boring day. |
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| AsTheDaysGoBy |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|03:37 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | PromiseTheGhost-ThereAreNoAtheistInFoxholes | ] |
tori is back in the middle of shit
this time i cant decide
which really sukx
i hate this
but it always happens to me
and when i do choose ...
chaos errupts like hell
i really dont know what to do with myself
&sigh&
i miss everyone at school
i feel sad and paranoid at the same time
i didnt get my call last night
im thinking too much again
but its also not a bad thing
i keep thinking what if this or that
i hope that what im thinking
is not really true
but just a thought not reality
im losing my mind ... again |
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| GiddinessUpThe*** |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | energetic | ] |
giggles
today has been a good day.
i got one of my b-day presents
>.<
i finally got a new cell phone!!!!
i know i know, i needed a new one
my old one has been through some rough times
giggles
its so kwel
well yah im in a good mood but yah im bored now. |
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| ! |
[Sep. 2nd, 2005|11:08 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TheKillers-OnTop | ] |
I don't my dad and I can get along with each other for at least one effin days. O-well. Im trying something different and see if it could possibly-semi work. &sigh&
School doesnt start til like monday or tuesday. makes me even more depressed. i was really hoping that we go back on Sunday. WootWoot more days to spend in the house. :(
Almost done with all of my homework. Just need to read for the Lord Of the Rings class. More BS-in to do.
My mom's friend took me out to eat at a Korean restaurant yesterday it was mmm mmm good. giggles. Then she bought me a Coach purse!!!! I was like WTF! Its a pretty one. Highlight of yesterday was a liscense plate I saw ... -----> 'LINUX4U' I was like OMFG. giggles
Well yah life is pretty boring I guess. Homework, piano, more piano, and tons of sleep. |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|05:46 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | AsILayDying-LosingSight | ] |
So ... im really bored and looking at this Physics C doesnt help my boredum. &Sigh& I need to get out. Staying home for a week is blah and having my cell ring constantly is driving me nuts. Well yah ... |
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| Warm&Fuzzy |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|04:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  lazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | MyChemicalRomance-HoneyThisMirrorIsn'tBigEnoughForTheTwoOfUs | ] |
Mmm... today just been me sleeping. My cell-phone is going to be the death of me. Constantly ringing and such. @.@ People get bitchy when I turn it off ... damn them. Sigh. School needs to start. Friends home here at E-town thought i drowned b/c of the hurricane. Giggles. They're funny. I talked with one of my good friends since 7th grade. Made me laugh. Then talked with more funny people ... john (crosses fingers for somebody special) and brad. they make me laugh all the time. I <3 them. Then Maria (crosses fingers for her). Then Catherine again. I wish people would answer their cell or at least turn it on. Sigh. Im baking a cake for jimmy. Giggles and I wont poison it this time. Went semi-shopping again... cute undies and bras and make-up. im such a whore. :D well now im off. I <3333 yall.
hit me up. im so freaking ass bored.
334-301-3171. if i dont answer ill give u call laters on then. MWAH |
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| Whee |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|02:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  crazy | ] |
Well For Everyone
We Get Back To School On Sunday
Girls Dorm Did Not Get Flooded
1st Floor Is Fine
WootWoot
Except 4th Floor Got Leaks Here And There
But Everything At School Is Fine Thus Far
Damn ... Giggles
Just Wanted Everyone To Know, Especailly the 1st Floor Gurls >. |
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| SoBored |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|10:32 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  bored | ] |
Sigh... So hows it be with everyone. Giggles. |
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| <333 |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|07:19 pm] |
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| JustDisappear... |
[Aug. 28th, 2005|03:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | FuneralForAFriend-EndOfNothing | ] |
I wish i can just fade away. I really hate it here at home. I hate my dad. He is like the only person I truly hate. I don't even want to call him dad anymore. He lost all that. He'll just be another person that I hate on my list. Just a somebody, nothing special. I hope we can go back to school soon. I miss everyone and my sweety. Sorry about this entry... its just I had to rant. |
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| E-townOnceAgain |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|11:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  irritated | ] |
| [ | music |
| | TheKillers | ] |
Well im back at e-town once again.
sigh... i want to be back down at mobile
o-well...
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHEN WE HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL?
yah i want to know...
anywho im not happy being back at home
i already hated it when my so called dad picked me up.
sigh i hate the man
sorry about the lil rant
bus trip up to montgomery was quite interesting
this year i think has been interesting thus far
Im liking it so far.... but that could change
bored right now.
trying to do linear work
then work on physic c tomorrow
thats gonna kick me in the ass
@.@ |
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| ImSuchASkank |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|10:48 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | giddy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | OurStolenFanRunningInTheBackground | ] |
Giggles. My roomy is bitching b/c of her clothing when its effin hot as fuck in this room.Giggles some more. I'm in a really good mood so yah. Hmmm I finally got my paper sent out b/c of the internet connections tuesday. blah. tomorrow is friday and that makes me more giddy. i happy for maria. >.< well yah im off to do some more crap thats not work. :D |
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| Giddiness |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|02:30 pm] |
This week is getting better. Little by little I'm feeling more giddy and less depressed. I guess it's a plus. I could care less. I'm no longer single. WootWoot. Yah I know its about time Tori got another bf. Giggles. This time it's not a jackass. Crosses fingers. ;) Anywho I ♥ him. He makes me giggle and happy. But I guess I'll see as time passes along the school year. Can't say anything too soon or I'll get fucked over again like all the other times. *sigh* O-well. I've been so so so uber lazy. I know, it's not me. I really want my labtop and my jump drive and my rest of my Cds. I miss them. I'm going crazy without my labtop. I'm doing a lot better in cross-country. Since I got my abs down over the summer, time to work out on the legs, and then next term with my arms and such. Hopefully, I'll stay in shape over the year. I think I might turn vegetarian once again. I dunno. Hopefully this year will be kick ass. Can't wait til a couple of weeks. WootWoot.WinkWink. |
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| MyOwnLilWorld |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|08:18 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blank | ] |
So far down here is alright, i guess. I want to go to places. I wish I had a car. Sigh. I really miss my sister. We actually started getting along really well the week before i went down to Mobile. That made me sad. I don't feel like doing anything here. I know, its sad. Giggles. I just want it to be over soon then graduate. I still don't know where I want to go or what I want to do. I haven't really decided. Who cares. I met some kool people. Giggles. I talked to Allin. Its been forever since I had a chance to talk to him. I have to visit him sometime this week. Well im off to classes.
MWAH |
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| WhorinMyselfOffToAllOfDothan!~ |
[Aug. 7th, 2005|02:16 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sick | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Stutterfly-GunInHand | ] |
yah went to see a show with deborah yesterday night. met her two friends trisha and denise. funny luvable people. giggles. yah met alot of cute guys. got some # here and there. I had to ask random people for money. giggles. gas. well i used the excuse i live in mobile and i need gas and yah. got over 40 dollars that night. >.< so yah... everyone at dothan knows me as the mobile whore. ;)then met alot of old friends. we were a bunch of hos. :D
btw i am sick as fuck
::sigh: |
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